Main Bewafa Nahin

Tere intejaar main marne ka khwaab dekh baitha yeh dil,

Jeene ki  umeed khuda se maang baitha yeh dil,

Maaf karna sanam, par tumhare kaabil na ban paaya yeh dil,

Tere chaahat ke aashiyaane ka,  hissa na ban paaya yeh dil !

Jaanti hun tumhe bhi mohabbat hai mujhse,

Karte ho fikr meri jitna pyar hai tumhe khudse,

Magar majbooriyon main dafan haalat karte hai dua tujhse,

Ki bhool jaa meri wafaaon ko aur maang ek naya dilbar us rab se!

Kaaton bhari raatein to meri hatheli ki taakdeer hain,

Dil main mere chupi teri muskurati tasveer hai,

Raundh rahi jo mujhe who tere pyar ki zanjeer hai,

Aur khushiyan jo tujhko mili who teri kismat ki lakir hai !

To pyar ke beete mausam ko kabhi yaad na karna,

Chaahat ke beete palon ki kabhi fariyad na karna,

Mere deewanepan ko kabhi badnaam na karna ,

Isliye meri yaad main ye aansu barbaad na karna !

Jaa rahi hun woh sapne lekar, jo tere seene pe sar rakh ke dekhe thay kabhie,

Ja rahi hun  woh ehsas lekar , jo teri baahon main bhar ke mila tha kabhie,

ki chahaton ke darmayan jeena, har kisi ke naseeb ka taaj nahin,

meri saansein hi nikli bewafa varna bewafai mera agaaz nahin!!!!!! 

IF You are NOT THERE SO WHAT?

When hope is no more and love is lost,

When pain is abundant and you can’t bear the cost,

Think of the time when there was no one,

Think of your steps you took on your own,

You cried on your own and laughed on your own,

You hugged yourself and the pain was gone,

Smile honey smile, because you lived it all alone,

You wiped your own tears and fought the darkness till dawn,

You did it then, so why not now

Because the question is the same

How, how and how?????

You are determined, you are strong

So don’t blame yourself and look at the wrong,

Life is great, life is beautiful,

And you have the strength to make it meaningful,

But you have to search your heart, and search a lot,

It will pain, it will hurt but you have to tie the knot,

With perseverance and wisdom, you will delete the spot,

And it will tempt you back, but don’t you get caught,

No bottom or top but with your whole heart

Try harder till you say, IF you are NOT THERE SO WHAT?